nothing much but what I feel like writing

10:46 am - far too long

This has been so long since I even touched this place. I guess people just move on, but they can come back. Such is life. Well, so much has gone on

I'm a senior!!!!

Graduation is so close... I can almost smell it

Boyfriends: stuff happens. I leave I come back, I get confused. What am I to do.

Friends come and go, and slowly I learn who to trust, and who not to.

I finally picked my side. I hope I don't regret it...

Things are really decent, and I may only be saying that because my life compared to my familoes is so good, or simply teh nice fuzzy happy feeling I have been feeling to do fixing of past.


Meh, anyway, my heart is so full of looking ahead and not fearing it. I don't care what happens. I don't fear a thing. Don't know how, but I've taught myself how to live fully and greatly, and not worry about what could be. Deal with it when it comes.

Well, peoples who are here, until the next time,

The deadliest Cyn

Current Mood: ready for it all

01:24 pm - SPIKE LOVES ME!!!!

Current Mood: excited..yay!!!!

01:14 pm - lalalalalala

Hey guys!!! Really bored, and at school, so I'm typing this. I will tell you, there is not much to this one, but it gives me something to do!!! Japanese is cool. I'm learning a bunch, and it's pretty fun. Sometimes we do random fun stuff like play games and try on kimonos. I know, games are kidish, but you know what!!! I love them!!!!!! So yeah. Dance is tomorrow. I'm going to have fun with Alex. 13 months... didn't think it'd last this long at first, but I am soooo glad it did!!! I love him to death. Well, done being bored so... yeah, ttyl.

Until next time,
Cyn

Current Mood: cheerful

04:27 pm - another quiz!!!!

Interesting quiz... hilarious results

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:	211

Current Mood: lalala Love ya hun!!

02:08 pm - ...uh..yeah

Your Stripper Song Is

Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy.

Your Passion is Purple

Sophisticated and classy, you're a bit picky about sex. You're more likely to be turned on by a fancy hotel room than a dirty flick. Sex is fine enough, as long as it doesn't mess up your hair. For you, sex is more about power and favors than actually pleasure.

Your Taste in Music:

Heavy Metal: Highest Influence 90's Alternative: High Influence 90's Rock: High Influence Alternative Rock: High Influence Adult Alternative: Medium Influence

You Are a Dragon

You are very charismatic and incredibly popular. People are drawn to your energy, but you are a very difficult person to get to know. You are very active - you are usually hard at work or play. You enjoy drama, and you enjoy anything unusual or eccentric.

Current Mood: how do you think I feel?

02:06 pm - Girly???

[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ] during the summer the only shoes I wear are flip flops
[ ] my favorite toys as a child were barbies
[ ] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[ ] I did Gymnastics
[ ] I love skirts
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[ ] I love chocolate
[x] I've never had a real job

TOTAL: 1

[ ] my hair is almost always straightened
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures (not counting it.. they are all anime pictures except 2 or 3)
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes I have four or five that serve a purpose.
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly On MSN?
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 0

[ ] I don't shop at Hot Topic (I love Hot Topic)
[x] my cell phone might as well become a part of me (I carry it but am not on it too much)
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet
[ ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 1

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ] I love to have girls do my hair
[ ] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends (not all)
[ ] I hate bugs
[x] carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season
[x] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[ ] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor
[ ] musicians are so hot
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and I'm all yours

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I am self-conscious (not anymore, thanks to Alex)
[ ] I cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[x] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[ ] I don't do sports
[ ] I HATE to run
[ ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[ ] I love romance novels
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL: 1

[x] I dance a lot.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] I love to get dressed up
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match
[x] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[ ] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] I pop my collar
[ ] I like to be the center of attention
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x] horses are beautiful
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[ ] Cats are adorable (They're awesome, not adorable)

TOTAL: 1

[x] I write my own music
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute! (Fun, not cute!!!)
[ ] white is better than black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black (heh.. of course not... Never on a Friday night)
[ ] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] hate the grunge look
[ ] I love to read magazines

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I love to gossip
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group
[x] I like little kids
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian (meat all teh way...If I could be, I'd be a carnavore)
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds (I'll deal if I have to..)

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I check my myspace everyday.
[x] I love life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] my screen name(s) have x's in them (One of them does)
[ ] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them My MSN one does XD.
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex (I wish I coudl be at times. I think like them enough)
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[ ] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed
TOTAL: 1
Overall total: 11

Current Mood: but you are too, so it's fine

12:50 am - my sexy name.. apperently

Current Mood: love you hun

02:56 pm - Isn't it cute????

Current Mood: hyper

12:35 pm - stuff

Current Mood: loved

09:16 am - I guess I'm evil

You Are 90% Evil

You're the most evil person you know. The devil is even a little scared of you!

how evil are you?
name
age
gender
evil meter - 80%
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Age
Gender
This is how evil you are	You're a great danger to the society..
Will you ever change?	(8) - It is decidedly so. - (8)
Is this test serious?	TRUE
Evil-o-Meter - 60%
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How evil are you?
name
age
ever pushed anyone done a flight of stairs?	no why do you ask? 0.o of course not only one flight? no like i am going to admit to that sure!
ever used a untesil as a weapon?
believe in karma
percentage of evil in you - 57%
will you evil plans ever work?	(8) - My reply is no. - (8)
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How evil are you?
name
age
sex	MaleFemaletransieprefer not to comment
race	WhiteBlackHispanicother
school
fav. song
Percent evil - 82%
Am I right?	TRUE
Amount you've stolen	$1.00
Will you overcome evil?	(8) - Outcome doesn't look good. - (8)
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How Good are you at Certain Things?
Name
Age
Favorite Color
Nickname
Sex - 42%
Romance - 79%
Self - Control - 90%
Kissing - 81%
Cuddling - 70%
Kinkiness - 78%
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How Good are you at Certain Things?
Name
Age
Favorite Color
Nickname
Sex - 99%
Romance - 79%
Self - Control - 78%
Kissing - 69%
Cuddling - 50%
Kinkiness - 27%
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Current Mood: I love you Alex

09:52 pm - bug bug bug

Hey.. quiz stuff.. sorry

Why they LOVE you by ThinkingOfYou83
Name
Favorite Color
Best Personality Trait	Your Trustworthy
Best Physical Feature	Your Hair
All Around	Your The BEST
Your LOVE Pic Is
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Current Mood: loved

01:03 pm - more stuff from being bored (sorry.. not much to write right now.. when there's something I'll write

11:19 am - more quizzes, because life is dull

Current Mood: I love you Alex

04:47 pm - bored..sorry

Current Mood: horny

04:57 pm

Where was your soul born?[pics + detailed answeres]

Your soul was born in the Sky.You have a free soul and you hate to be tied down. You love a good challenge and you love to compete with your friends. You're very kind and open-minded. You accept anyone as longs as the person doesn't try to hold you down. You have a habit of bending and sometimes breaking rules, but you're very careful with stepping over lines. You might break some rules but you also have respect for them. You're element is Air. You're unpredictable and people can never figure out what you will do next. You're admirable and many people look up to you. You do you best to capture the day and make the most out of it. You're honest, but sometimes your honesty can hurt people. Remember that you're not boring just because you're serious sometimes. Sometimes you need to be serious to get respect from others. You can't joke everything away.
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Current Mood: loved

08:35 pm

Okay.. so I took quizes.. again. I'll talk about my trip to Challenge later

What anime couple are you?

You were ment to be!
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Current Mood: loved

03:04 pm

Stars On Ice was awesome!!! I loved it. I got to watch some of my favorite skaters go out onto the ice and skate.

Also, I was in the fourth row, with 70 people from my skating club. It really was cool.

I can't stop saying how cool it was, because it was.

I hope I can take a couple friends with me next year.

Well, until next time, -=waves=-

Cyndi.

Current Mood: contemplative

09:38 pm

Hey people.

There hasn't been much change in my life. Although, there is one good thing that continues to occur. Love.

I love someone so dearly, and I'm so glad to know them. I hope it never ends, and that the happiness always continues.

Also, I was reading my friend's journals. I'm glad that one friend is doing really well. They seem to be really happy now, and I'm glad. Also, I'd have to agree that so much has happened in a year. A year ago I didn't even know the person I care so much for. A year ago, I had no idea what to expect in this day.

Well, I guess that's all.

Until next time, -=waves=-

Cyndi

Current Mood: loved

04:30 pm - It was so fun

The break I had was awesome!!!! I got a GAMECUBE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got games, and a take out box pillow, and DDR, and and a bear, and a Cd, and other stuff.

It was fun. I got to talk to soem friends, and stuff like that.

Well, schools back, and I'm tired. Gtg. Homework and plans.

Until next time -=waves=-

Cyndi

Current Mood: loved

11:51 am - Just something to say

I guess I'm an annoyance to someone that I thought was a friend.

-=shrugs=- You know, that would bother me in the past, but I guess it doesn't now. I mean, I like my friends, and I don't like losing them, but I guess I'm glad for the ones I still have.

-=smiles=- Well, that's all I really wanted to write for now.

Until next time, -=waves=-

Cyndi

3 days!!!!!

Current Mood: happy